A little poem about the frustrated writer cycle:
Went to dinner, I did,
on a full belly I gathered bits
and knit together blood and bone,
sinew and tissue,
Hair and nail.
I loved it, then, and for dessert feasted I
on the thrill that I've laid hands
on life-giving and soul-making.
Reveled, did I, as sundown approached,
and my Creature came to life,
better than I could have known.
I watched him,let him wander, out into the fields,
till down the road he disappeared
and my heart then grew hollow.
The night took hold.
The bell tolls, and moonrise comes--
Look at this creature I've made!
He rises fully fashioned,
crying in the night;
he's unwoven and misshapen
due to my mis-craft.
Oh Lord my God, I am cold.
The knife is in his rotten hand.
He spots me, and drives me toward,
and I wonder, at this little thing I've made--
Will this monster I've created
chase me to my doom?
By midnight I loathe him;
by one I've dug a grave;
two, three, and four, the great bell tolls
who will find this thing I've buried.
The six am sounds;
'nevermore!" I cry;
The sun sped high, in the sky
and rained golden down on me--
I basked within her depths
and knew the thrill of glee.
Dawn brought epiphany
and showed me new ways--
My fingers are too slow,
no matter how quickly do I go.
The Day flew past me,
quickening my heart--
and I, desperate for more,
dabbled in the rain
refeshing soul and mind.
Hunger. Life. Beauty. Splendor.
All these I did impart--
I bled my soul on the page
and shaped me a monster lovely.
Warmly orange came the rays
and deep purple shone so bold
on my little Creature,
so lovely, so gold.
and all the while he's chasing me;
I'm running, no escape--
My Lord and God what is this thing
that my two hands have made?
The monster roars,
crushing earth beneath his feet
as we run along--
Keep me one step ahead,
and never let me behind
for this monster will slay me
with the two hands for him I made.
His great paw snatched my throat
and he drags me to the ground--
what happened next I can't say
but I turned on my creature
and my creature I laid hold.
He did not move,
but neither could I.
We lay fallen in the tomb
fashioned for my creation.
A thick pink dawn arrives--
neither do we move.
By birdsong I wonder
Morning light streams again
and breath re-entered my lungs.
Surely I live, somehow, some way--
We rise, staggering, coughing, from the floor.
We rise, my creature and I--
my creature that I've made, this beautiful work
of my two hands offers me his own.
Grasping hands, we do crawl up,
Hand in hand we rise again,
out of the grave I meant for him,
the maw that took us both.
The sun glows high, in the sky
and rains golden down on me--
I bask within her depths
and know the thrill of glee.
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